Coin Return

i have slipped and i have fallen so far down i can’t get out.
Overwhelmed by my doubt.
Things i said i’d never do i’ve done.
Those i said i’d never be i’ve become.
i have broken – i’m still breaking – cracked and wrecked, beyond repair.
i can see that no one cares. Forgotten.
Recalled. Smacks me in the face every time i fall.
i cannot disregard, with each new fall i hit twice as hard.
Would you be there for me? i would.
i would be there for you. i would.
Would you look up to see?
i would. falling forward and looking up.